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January 16, 2004

My life is.... MINE! 


It's just my thought these days... Maybe rude in some parts... Still doesn't need parental advisory, though :P

I dunno what I'm gonna do with my life!
Next year... I know for sure...
One year later....???
10 years later...???
I still have one year to go in high school
But then.... what?
Try to pass one big test next year that will control my life?
Try to take test here but dunno if it will be useful or not?
How if I'm accepted but doesn't have finance with?
How if I get to college not in the major I want?
The worst of all, how if I don't get into any college?
The others said... college edu gives u nothing
How 'bout my family & friends here?
How if they forget me?
Will I ever see them again?
Maybe... if I can get to college here
It's fine if not...maybe I'll have d chance later...
In... 5 years? 10... 20... 30...?
They said... I just can go to college in Indo
Hey... does college really control your life?
Even Bill Gates dropped out of college!
What do I want to do with my life?
I have rough plans of my life...
Don't u know that?
But, how if my plans don't work?

Just work hard & pray...br
Give the rest to God
But, what will He give to me?
What I want... or what I need?
Do u agree with all my thoughts?
You don't have to... bcoz...
Well, my life is... MINE!

# posted by LAlapsambEL : 11:34:00 PM

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aBoUt mE

Hi, I'm eLLa. I'm just an ordinary Indonesian high school student. But I'm lucky to get a chance to spend one year as exchange student in Hinsdale, suburb in the west of Chicago, USA. So, here I am... And this is my blog about my life here. Don't be surprised - in many things, Indonesia & USA are really different. Also check out my latest pics at http://photos.yahoo.com/soto_betawi. Still wanna know more about me? Just send e-mail to soto_betawi@yahoo.com. I also use Yahoo!Messenger (soto_betawi) & AIM (lalapsambel)

fAmiLy & fRi3nDs

I love my family & friends, they always support me. In Indonesia, I live with my mom & my sister, Ditta. She's 13 years old now. In USA, I live with my mom, dad & my brother, Milo. Actually I have 2 other brothers, John & Parker, but they go to college & don't live with the family.
My friends are important parts of my life, too. I always miss my friends in SMUN 8 Jakarta-my school, especially 2i & TX (doesn't mean I don't miss the others. I luv u all! :) and other AFS exchange students from all over Indonesia. Anyway, I have fun making friends here. I'm really close with the girls in swim team. They always have fun things to do. And also my friends in International Club, Computer Club, Drama Club, Amnesty International & Scholastic Bowl. Well, I enjoy hanging out with them, making more friends & learning more things :)

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